Restless

Do you ever feel restless? I feel restless in many things right now; work and living in Ohio. I feel eager to start new adventures elsewhere with my family. It feels like we are being pulled somewhere else. I have dreams of where I would like us to go. Until I know what God's plans are for us, I will continue to dream and pray.

I have mentioned it to a few people. Some were excited, others quite negative. The stubborness/persistance in me says it will happen just to prove you wrong. I have been that way most of my life. I was told I would never finish college when I got married at 19. Well I did finish. I was told I would not finish school when I got pregnant with Chandler--I finished. (Completed my BA with Chandler as a baby, my Masters with 2 more little ones and working 2 jobs). I was told I would not last a month in Ohio, moving from Arkansas--I have been here for 14 years.

Anyways enough of my soapbox. Perhaps my dreams give me a break from reality. Not that our reality is bad, it has actually been quite good. So good it is scary, like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop. Ever have that feeling? I will let you know if our nomad dreams come to fruition.